sore throat, and in need of a cuddle.

FINALLY. Blogger is working! ^-^
It crashes like.. every day D; Anyway.. today has been awful, aha. Woke up and could barely speak 'cause my throat was killing ): which means I can barely eat either.. which sucks. Everyone was downstairs eating steak and chips and I'm sat here freezing, with my quilt wrapped round me wanting some more jelly. It's all I've ate all day, raspberry jelly and milkshake. nomnom. It's not exactly helping me gain weight, which is my goal :L Me and Mattii are going on a fat diet. We're both unhappy with being so thin so we're just gonna eat and eat and eat and eat until we get very obese. Sounds like a plan. I highly doubt it will work though, I already do enough eating and I still look like a twig ._. yay me. I don't know why so many people want to be thin, it has it's disadvantages. I mean, I'm freezing ALL the time no matter the weather. It's just like SOMEONE COME KEEP ME WARM PLEASE<3 My obese cat, Dusty, will do for now I think. ;3
Well, tomorrow we're in school an hour later, then we're having year photo's done with our friends which I'm dreading 'cause I look like a douche next to everyone else :L but still, they'll be nice to look back on ^^ Better than my year 7 photo anyway, middle parting, ginger, freckles, oh I was a beaut. o_o Well, it's quarter to 10, plans for tonight: Cuddle in my quilt and watch a film, draw some shizz for art coursework, probably stay on msn late as usual, and erm, not sleep. Just because I won't be able to D; silly, silly throat >.< 
I had the best and weirdest dream ever last night. I went to an All Time Low concert with Amy and Jess, everyone started screaming because someone was giving autographs. Amy goes running up to him like 'OMG ABBIE IT'S LOUIS WALSH! :D' When the guy was clearly black. The guy turns out to be Nelson Mandela, so I go upto him and he starts putting stamps all over my t-shirt. So I run home in the rain. Get home, Jess and Amy take a shower, come out crying their eyes out. Mrs.Farby arrives (whale of a teacher at my school) and tells me she has some bad news. I start shouting 'OMFG MY MUMS DEAD ISN'T SHE. SHE'S DEAD.' Turns out the news was that my kitchen was full of wasps and one was stuck in Jess' eye. Then Mum comes in and starts crying and saying sorry because she put a picture of an orange with a smiley face on my wall and didn't think I liked it. Then I jumped out the window and ran back to the concert. 
Right, I honestly think I'm a psychopath. Who dreams stuff like that? and if all dreams have meanings.. WTF. I'm going insane,honestly. I haven't had a dream that makes sense in a while, my mind is just strange. Well anyway, I'm gonna end this post here because I'm blabbering on about nothing, as I do. Plus I'm eating soup and writing this is putting me off. No, I cannot multi task. Well, I'll write tomorrow. When hopefully I'm not all ill. D: Goodnight, love youuuuuuuuu :D 

nomnomnomnomnomonmonmonmonmonmonmonmnomnom.

Your shivers freeze all the rivers around, but I keep you warm.

Why hello ;D It's half 9 and I've done nothing all day. Well, I got out of bed at 3, ate a bacon butty and then just kinda.. sat down ._. Gotta love how lazy I am. But I have an excuse, It's Sunday. The one day in the week that makes me want to kick a baby. >_> 
Anywaaaaaaaaaaaaay. My mind is completely blank which means this post will most probably be completely pointless and boring. yay. Well, usually EVERYTHING is on my mind and it kinda has been today. But as soon as I go to write a post, it just flies out my head >.< Well, things I've thought about today: Having barely any family, wanting a decent a relationship, missing my brother, and school. Ha, my thoughts are so depressing I know, I know :') Well, I haven't seen my Dad for about a year now.. as soon as he got remarried I just didn't feel like part of the family anymore. I wasn't myself anymore, I couldn't even talk to him. So the only option was to never go back again.. he doesn't even know the real reason but telling him would only make things worse. And yeah, I haven't seen that side of the family since. I was really close to my brother too, but we slowly came apart and we don't speak anymore. I miss him a lot, he meant the world to me. Well, I have my Mum, sisters and step dad to keep me going, and I'm lucky to have them :) In time maybe things will fix, but who knows. Well, on the relationship side of things.. I've only been in two. Not many, mainly because I'm shy and guy's simply aren't attracted to me :L First relationship with Jay lasted 7/8 months, I was happy back then until I realised he was a total idiot towards me, shot my confidence down by comments and whatever. But I was too blind to notice that ._. but yeaaaaah, I guess having someone there just makes you feel safe and er, loved. and I miss that feeling D; But as I'm a total idiot when it comes to finding guys, I may be waiting a while. Aaaaaaah I suck ;D 

Right, I'm going to quit moaning about my past 'cause most people are probably worse off and whoever is reading this is bored. and now wants to also kick a baby. yaaaay. Right, I want a picture to go with this blog. But nothing relates. OOH. Because right now all I want to do is go sit on a beach and watch a sunset (Don't ask) I'ma put a picture of the sky being all pretty. 

Ahhh I remember seeing this and grabbing my camera like KLXFDJNGKIFDSJME! :D
It's like a purpley orangey bluey yellowy swirl of sky I want to lie in. Idc if I'd fall through, WORTH THE EXPERIENCE. I suddenly feel hyper and want coffee. Oh good one Abbie, that'll help you sleep and everything. I actually really want some marshmallows and ice cream too. and a cuddle. and maybe just maybe a camera, phone and ipod. THAT WORK. D:< I don't fail, honest. ooh I have some pringles left. Anyway. I should shut up. goodnight.

Blue skies, happy clouds and I'm stuck here.

So, my blog starts here. I don't even know how to start because I'm that sleepy. But then again, I'm always sleepy. Well, I'm stuck in this weekend and it sucks. I'd usually be at town with everyone by now, but I'm sat in my room, on a chair that hurts my ass, but I still manage to sit on it for hours on end, in my pj's, wanting some food. Very exciting, I know. It looks like such a nice day too, for once the sky isn't grey and angry, it's actually barely windy. Just a typical sunny, blue skied day. But here I am, looking at it from the inside wishing someone would come save me, or atleast make me some jam on toast. Yeah, I'm lazy. 'But that's how I roll. I'd take a picture of how nice it looks outside, but oh what. My camera's broke! Trust me, It's not a good idea to take a picture of your cup of tea. It WILL fall in, and it WILL ruin your camera. No, I don't know why I had the idea a picture of tea would look good. But with me being the clumsiest and dopiest girl going, I let it fall in. Tea - 1, Abbie - nil. Well, It's my birthday in December and I'm getting a new one then.

I really, really want a canon. I always have, but they're so expensive :/  Well, it's going to be my sweet sixteen so fingers crossed. :3 I will be SO happy if it snows. I've always wanted to take some proper winter pictures in the woods or something. I love winter so much, it just makes me wanna go and buy some ear muffs and roll down a big snowy hill >.<  yaaaay. I even have purple mittens ._. Aaah I'm so sad, it's great. Well, I don't even think many people will read this. So I should stop blabbering on and go and get a cuppa tea.. <_< and a bacon butty. nomnomz. Have a nice Saturday, probably doing something more productive than me. Goodbye. :3 <3